oh darling, i know what you're going through.

So yesterday I stayed up until 5:30 the morning. Took my mom to work and then up to my grandma’s and finally fell asleep after 7. And slept until 4:30. Awesome. After I woke up my grandma made me pizza rolls and we watched A Walk To Remember. I came home and hung out with Ryleigh for a bit. And then went to pick up Jamar. We hung out until after two and I took him home. 

It’s nice having things to keep my mind preoccupied. But it’s beginning to not work so well anymore. I just think about what would happen if you were there with me. It’s not fair. It’s destroying my life.

I got a job! Maybe it’ll help keep my mind preoccupied. Here’s to hoping!

I really do deserve to be happy. I’m so tired of being sad all the time. 

The first two are from the other day. And the rainbow is from Zack’s house yesterday.

I have a glow in the dark centipede tattoo. I also have a dinosaur on my back. This is what happens when I got to Zack’s brother third birthday party. 

Forever naked with ridiculous hair. I’m also a little tipsy. And also incredibly horny. I need a goddamn boyfriend. Or for the person I’m in love with to live closer than 170 miles away so I could fuck him.

Or someone that will love me forever and fight for me. Whichever is easier.

Friendzies